Alicia Ann Simpson

Hello, my name is Alicia Bailey (follow me on twitter @leashy411) so on twitter i follow Cody Simpson. He was the first person i ever followed on twitter and the only reason i got a twitter. I am a big fan of his and i wanted to get to know the real him. I also follow his sister Alli Simpson. She’s really cool and funny! Now sometimes i think twitter is creepy you get to follow whoever you want and see everything they post. But i still love twitter because it keeps me close to the people I follow. Soon after I followed Cody i found out about one of his bestfriends: Jake Thrupp. He seems really cool too, from what I gather from twitter. After that I found out about Greyson Chance. Greyson is an amazing singer just like Cody. Now in this blog I might jump around A lot, but thats just how my brain works so your going to have to bare with me. After a while of having my teitter I started to really understand how it worked. Soon I found out about this one guy…and I suppose he is what started this whole blog. He is another of Codys bestfriends and his name is Campbell Carsley. now i happen to love this boy more than i should since i dont Actually know him and he doesnt really know I exsist, but I would marry him, which is stupid I know because really I could meet him and totally hate his guts once i get to know him. Still from what i can gather from twitter he is really amazing and great. Now before i get to deep into this stuff i want to tell you about two other guys who are also good friends with Cody: Josh Winnington and Ben Eastwell. Now i love all the guys I have talked about so far, but I can talk about them later, I want to talk about Cambo (Campbell Carsley) now. Cambo has these friends, Nicole Cloutier, and Shophie Mac. They both seem really cool too. They have both replyed to some of my tweets! But i feel like Sometimes they think cambo’s fans are stupid. which is very understandable, i am not trying to make them sound mean. When I see crazy fans I roll my eyes and think there all really stupid even when im not friends with the person there going crazy for. But i guess i can be one of those crazy fans sometimes. But i try not to be to crazy or creepy (at least about famous people i cant help my natural crazyness) i feel weird about being just a fan when Nicole and Sophie are his real friends. I suppose im just jelous that they actually know him. i wish i could have met him before I became a fan so that I could be a friend not a fan. now im not saying its bad to be a fan because its not cambo’s really nice he try’s to follow and reply to all his fans. i hope i dont seem like a really deppressed person because im not really. Anyway I just want to make it clear that i really like Nicole and Sophie they are both really nice and totally awesome and I wouldn’t hate them just because they are friends with cambo or Because im jelous of them. I follow them both on twitter so i get to see thier conversations with Cambo and there all really funny and they like to joke around with eachother A lot. Sometimes the things they talk about confuse me because its inside stuff. Now before i get to into this part i just want to make it clear I didnt write this so people would feel bad for me, my life is pretty great most of the time, it just has some bad moments and I’m going to be talking about some of those bad moments. Now I don’t blame Nicole, Cambo or Sophie for any of this it just reminded me of things that have happened to me and inspired me to write this. So when Cambo, Nicole, and Sophie talk on twitter sometimes they mention things that are inside jokes or things they have been messaging about and when they do this it makes me feel A little left out, which is stupid since I don’t really know them and they dont know me and I really dont have A right to feel left out and being left out of small things like their conversations don’t really matter in the long run, but the feeling reminded me of something from my past. so I have A LOT of experience with being left out or feeling left out. I had A lot of “friends” that weren’t really friends. I don’t know why they hung out with me if they didnt really like me maybe because they felt bad for me. I dont really know but they did and when they seemed like they were my friends they weren’t really they just wanted me to think they were. They always ignore me and made fun of me for no reason and not like joking making fun the real stuff. I dont really know why i ever thought they were my friends, I guess i was just gulibal, since they were popular and I just wanted to fit in. I guess I didn’t relize at the time that they weren’t real friends. Since this experience I don’t just trust anyone I get to know the person then decide if I can trust them with my friendship. I like to know who my true friends are, sometimes when i feel left out by the people I think are my friends and I doubt there friendship but I have to try and remind myself that it’s not always the same as what it used to be and I might get left out sometimes but they don’t always know that there making me feel that way and it doesn’t mean they aren’t true friends. this may all seem really sad but I’m okay with it all it’s just made me stronger. I don’t want anybody to think that I’m complaining or anything because I’m not I just wanted to get my feeling out and this has been really good for me it helped me relize some things about myself. I want to give A special thanks to the Awesome Nicole Cloutier, Campell Carsely and Sophie mac they really inspired me to write this. I’m glad I wrote this and I hope everyone likes it.